​In 6th grade, I met a man named Macedonio who brought an Indigenous non-profit to my school called, Circulo De Hombres - Circle Of Men as an after school program. At the first gathering, Macedonio planted a seed in my heart about identity, asking me and my hommies, "where do you come from? Are you Hispanic, Latino, Mexican, Mexican American, Indian, American Indian, Native, Indigenous and do you relate to any of these terms? When looking in the mirror all I saw was "Mexican” related to lowriders, food, music, and wanted to get tattoos, I did not know my identity. That day being a part of the first after school program, a fire was reignited in my soul and spirit to ask my family where our ancestral roots come from.

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My mother ended up connecting me with my uncle Silvano - Indian Sam, who shared with me all the inspiring stories of him being a part of the American Indian Movement (AIM), important dates, and told me from grandparents bloodline through my mother, I am Indé, Apache Chiracahua, Yoeme (Yaqui), Ciré, and Mayan. When speaking these names of my people, this is when my ancestors found me and I found them. Being a part of Circle Of Men opened many doors such as, jobs working with youth, personal growth as a young man, and leadership through activism advocating for human rights and service giving back to my community to people less unfortunate. Through Circle Of Men I had the honor to participate in many Indigenous ceremonies which were a massive help in developing my mental, emotional, and spiritual growth.

A ceremony in particular that was foundational for my growth is called, Peace and Dignity Journey's (PDJ), a six month ceremonial prayer run dedicated to restoring peace, harmony, and love to Indigenous people/humanity, animals, and all sentient life. In 2007 I was fortunate to support this prayer and by 2008 I had the great honor and blessing to participate as a core runner and be representative of San Diego, to carry the prayers for the people from Chickaloon, Alaska - May 1st to El Salvador to September 21st. When coming back from PDJ I was a completely new person with different eyes and after seeing the devastation, pain, and trauma of all tribes who I connected with as family and their land, I decided to continue my education at San Diego City College to be be a voice for my Indigenous relatives and create resolutions, although the Universe had a whole anther plan for the future. By 2011 I applied to UCLA's boot camp and got accepted in 2012 and by 2015 I graduated with a B.A in Indigenous/American Indian Studies and a minor in agricultural sustainability through an Indigenous lens. 

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One highlight to acknowledge during my experience at UCLA is another life opening opportunity in completing my studies for three months on the island of Oa'hu through the Native American Study Abroad Program. During that program I received deep spiritual realizations feeling the the ancestors and land welcoming me, but had no clarity as to why. I completed my field research at a lo'i, agricultural farm where I connected intimately with the Kanaká Hawai’iti (Hawaiian) people who became family. After the program I invited my brother Mario to visit and we stayed on the island with an elder and shortly after got invited to the oldest Hawaiian ceremony on Big Island where I received the clarity right when I witnessed the ceremony and my brother and I ended up being adopted. 

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Quickly after graduating, I received an acceptance letter while being back home in San Diego from the Dean at UCLA stating that my proposal got accepted for a grant he created to implement wellness and community on campus. So headed back up to UCLA for two semesters where I facilitated co-ed restorative healing circles weekly as a safe space for students, faculty, and staff (welcoming all people) to connect deeper to their heart, to be listened to in compassion recognizing they're not alone, let go and heal what no longer serves there highest good, and to cultivate community. Was truly a gift to witness the depth of authenticity with everyone's precious heart and the love that spread all over campus. After leading healing circles at UCLA, I came back to San Diego for good, where I worked two jobs, one with inner city youth as a Youth Specialist in the San Diego Unified School District and second was an Art Instructor - in City Heights where I created the first multi-cultural program for ages k-6 that involved nature therapy, food education, creative writing, theater, and Indigenous Hip Hop. 

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About two years pass and I ended up giving my two weeks notice for both jobs, left my family, and prepared for another big leap in the unknown waters of my journey in May 2018 to venture to the island of Mú, Kaua'i. Here is where my prayers were acknowledged in asking for spiritual support for many years, because throughout my life random people wherever I go would share with me there traumas and life story and I was having so many metaphysical experiences that I truly needed guidance. Kau'i is where the depth of my spiritual training began in finding a teacher to guide me for one year in half in the forest from 4 am to midnight every day. I say the depth of my training because this is where I faced the darkest and rawest parts of myself from all the trauma I experienced throughout my life, especially as a child and previous life's, so that I can heal them and transform them back into light within. 

Late November of 2019, my brother Mario and my other brother Black Shield came to rescue me from suicidal attempts and 2 years later was rescued again by my brother Mario in San Diego while being homeless from another situation in almost being kidnapped. In the year 2022, my life began to stabilize with my heart centered by getting back involved with my San Diego community. I was facilitating various healing workshops for children and adults, leading co-ed healing circles on the ocean for 8 months, and later was hired for 4 months as a Spiritual Caregiver in Colorado to help an elder come back to the light who was experiencing an exorcism while simultaneously help bring peace and balance to his daughters and wife. A year and half passes when I met a woman, but things did not end up working out and several months later she's pregnant. 

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Her and I did our best to maintain compassion, understanding, and gentle loving care for each other during this heavily emotional time - especially for her, but unfortunately by the 7th week she had a miscarriage of our baby girl Heart. After all that I've experienced and lessons learned, physically loosing a precious child - an angel of pure light that I cocreated was the most heart breaking and scariest moment in my life. I know in the core of my heart and being in all that I Am and I feel the mother does too, that Heart is not "dead" but alive walking gracefully in the purity of her radiant light by my side on this journey to help Gods plan. Later that year on the 8th of August when waking up, I heard a voice call me Bluewater very softly three times, and by the third time I had a vision since I was born until that precise moment telling me that I’ve always been Bluewater but it was not meant for me to receive my Soul until I fully loved myself, knew my power, and walked in my purpose. 

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I am Bluewater - a catalyst, visionary, and bridge for the New Earth Consciousness - here to carry out my sacred purpose and holly duty in Gods plan of restoration, preservation and longevity for all life and assist humanities ascension through self love and spiritual development. I've helped people (of all ages) in a multitude of ways, from arthritis, physical injuries, being a medium, suicide, sexual abuse, inner child, family counseling, and depression. I look back on my life in everything I've experienced no matter how turbulent or unbearable my trauma was and say, Thank You, knowing that it all contributed me coming back home to the essence in my personal power in loving myself and intentionally as well as gracefully preparing me to be fully equipped in balance within my wellbeing for my purpose on this earth. I feel more at peace, happy, balanced, and free in a state of loves devotion in pure bliss then ever in my life. Blessed Be!